The half of the year later of the huge earthquake, I visited Minami-soma, bayside town in Fukushima prefecture. This photo shows the place everything destroyed by Tsunami. At the same time I also saw around of the areas affected by the radiation. Then I recognized again the importance of my mission which I already had in my mind. It was a sort of idea of a new society comfortable for every life.
Based on such awareness, I’ve worked for renewable energy, smart grid business, and learned about the thought of socialism and anarchism and so on from the history.
Yes, I had been a student of the history of the social thought from the year of earthquake, 2011. The love and autonomous is the important concept of my research. I visited Minamata to learn about pollution, attended anti-nuclear demonstration. While I could not find any power or goal for changing the society. The roots of problem was deeper and deeper.
From 2013, I was a part of the startup company and worked for the rentable energy and clean technology. Our business had been going well by the political change from the pressure of the electric power companies.
However, I couldn't write a good article until 2019, and I have not found any answers for my issue by now. I also failed in my business and left the company.
Now I know, I have done nothing. I have made no contribution to the society even though many same generations have done. My life is filled with failure. Have I made someone smile even only one person? Why do I escape from many struggles a lot of people facing? Who has allowed me to live without being a part of the ordinary society? Indeed, “it’s the significant work for our future” I’d been insisting. Ok, where was the result. Now I surely understood. My life created no result.
